Update

Things are looking up for me a little. i've been spending alot of my time with Kris Gorr (my bf) and it would seem that my family doesn't care that im gone a lot of the time. i might go and live with him but thats not for awhile. i cant seem to find out what i should do with my life because there is no way i can stay in this house unless i know i can get out of it some how. i cant stay here for too much longer.