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I'm leaving school and my friends, some really close friends, probably never see them again, really hurts..really hurts. I'll be completely alone with my parents now, and people I used to know, who I am an outcast to, soon they will leave aswell going to college, than I will be alone indefinitely. Once again, I feel like shit, like my chest is on fire I can't breath, it hurts to swollow, even function, I wish I was dead, sooo fucking bad. I'd thought I'd help getting it out but I just realised how much of a pussy I am.