Last night before bed I had to call the distress center because I was having a mild anxiety attack and couldn't settle down in my bed. Just the event yesterday with my friend had me in an uproar - it's like my relationships are going under evaluation and I'm having to adjust things for myself.Then last night I got this awful review about my last perfomance doing stand up - kind of like the Jar jar binks of comedy SHOULD get off the stage cause I didn't enjoy her awkward 5 minutes. I'm choked and bout ready to quickly make a stand for myself and secretly wishing that lady would eat her words. - I resent being judged, compared to or brought down. I see no point in judging and evaluating others - that is not my job. I don't recall this lady ever going up on stage and sweating it out in front of a crowd.I've been at it for a year now - off and on and it hasn't been the easiest for me going up on stage and opening myself up to show the public who I am. That is the biggest challnge - me opening up to another person while in physical presence.Sigh.....