Ok so I haven't writen in a very long time. I have had some drama with my soon to be ex husband. He called me on his birthday and when he did I freaked out and hung up on him. My mom called his mom and apparantly he found me. I freaked out and I left for the weekend, then one of my friends said that she thought she saw him in town a few days later. My mom called his house again and he answered and they set up a time to meet for her to get the stuff I left behind when I had to leave. The guy I have been seeing is scared to death because he knows what my stbx is capable of. But the crazy thing is that for the past few days I have been wanting to go back to him because of all the crap that is going on in my life. When i was feeling like I am now he was always there for me and I really miss that. I just don't know what to do anymore.
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Listen to your heart, do what is best dear friend. You need to heal, and its best to stay away from your stbx. That is the only way (IMO) to heal faster yet stronger. I am here for you if you need someone! ((hugs)) ~shelly&jt~
If his call freaked you out, that should tell you something. Go with your instincts. Do what you feel is right.
Right now I am so depressed that I don\'t care what happens to me. The more I sit and think about it the more I think I was wrong for leaveing him. I went 3 years without feeling this way when I was with him, and now I can\'t shake this feeling. I hate it!
Stay away from him..its a dangerous relationship..if he has beat you then he will prob do it again....he just prob want to manipulate you in to pleasing him......you prob should stay away from him (just my humble opinion) but you have to make your own decision on everything in life no one can decide for you..and if you are happy with YOUR decision nothing else matters