I know it has been forever since I have written anything but things have been kinda crazy.  I hit a manic episode a couple of days ago and it was pretty bad, but now the depression has hit me and I feel like crap.  It took me 45 minutes to drag myself out of bed this morning I was so depressed.  The only reason I got up was because I had class this morning, and I knew I couldn't miss it.  Today would have been daddy's birthday, but he passed away last October.  I just don't feel like doing anything and physically I am hurting and feel like crap.  I hate this!!!