Well yesterday after everyone left I started cleaning and putting away everything, and about 4am I decided that I wanted to go to bed. I went and layed down and no sooner than I did a guy that lives across the street started yelling at someone. He sounded just like Cody, my soon to be ex-husband, and he was yelling the same things that Cody would yell at me. I layed there and cryed myself to sleep because all I could think about was my step daughter and how she is doing and if he is treating her right. I woke up this afternoon and started cleaning everything again I have my bedroom and the closet in the living room totaly clean and I have bleached the tub and sinks just have to do the floor and the shelf liner and the bathroom will be done. Tomorrow I have so much to do so I have to get started early who knows how long it will take me to do everything tomorrow.
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Slow and steady, steady and slow, that\'s the way the turtle goes. Remember, a turtle may not move very quickly but he always gets where he\'s going. Pace yourself and you will be everything done on time. Congrats again on the new place. (Try not to think of your x too much.)
I am trying but every time I turn around he is there in some way. The pearls he gave me, his sweater, our favorite TV show, the smell of his colone, even the songs on the radio ... if they aren\'t his favorite songs then they are songs about how I feel tward him, how I think he feels tward me, how I wish he felt tward me, and the list goes on and on. Anyway I will talk to yall soon.