I am so tired ... lol ... I just moved all my stuff into my new house.  My mom, sister, and brother all helped me because for the next 4 weeks I can't lift anything more than 20 pounds.  I have got everything in the house but because of my OCD I have to clean everything before I put anything away.  It has been so long sence I have lived by myself, and to be honest I am a little scared.  It is when I am by myself that I start thinking of him, and missing him, and wanting him back.  I don't have any friends so I normaly stick to myself, but in the quite of the house I don't trust myself.  Well school starts Tuesday so I have a few days to clean and organize before school starts and I wont have a chance.

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I\'m so happy to hear you finally got moved in. I know you\'re going to love the privacy especially with going to school. You\'ll be needed the piece and quiet. As for not having any friends, you\'ve go me! I know it\'s long distance but I am always here for you. I\'m just a message away. And you can talk to me about anything that is going on.

Good luck with the new place and keep us updated on things. Don\'t try to go it alone.