My cusin came over and spent the night with me last night.  She is almost 4 and she thinks I am the coolest person in the world.  She wanted to sleep with me last night and she fell asleep in my arms.  She cuddled me like my step daughter use to.  It was the first time in a long time I was able to sleep.  Then we got up and went to church and we ended up leading the singing for the service.  I am a little scared because I am going into surgery tomorrow.  I hope everything goes ok.