ok, so i went to counseling and she ate right in front of me while we talk usually about nothing she is so scattered brained. all it is a waste of an hour a week other than spending time with an adult which i really can use.i am glad that i am not paying her.
i went to physical therapy today and got to walk in the pool again. it lifts my weight so i can walk easier there than on a treadmill which i have.
i bought a few things for school so i can feel into it already this way i shouldn't have my panic attacks. i am already looking at the new book and i should be able to get the solutions book on the 16 of august, day after my birthday. better go for now... i have three grand kids over tonight.. 8^)
i went to physical therapy today and got to walk in the pool again. it lifts my weight so i can walk easier there than on a treadmill which i have.
i bought a few things for school so i can feel into it already this way i shouldn't have my panic attacks. i am already looking at the new book and i should be able to get the solutions book on the 16 of august, day after my birthday. better go for now... i have three grand kids over tonight.. 8^)
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So, am I to assume that you have some kind of issues that you need to work out with your therapist and that you have a problem bearing your own weight? What are you learning? Also, is the weight due to a physical problem, such as bone or connective (arthritis and others) or due to being overweight? Everything has a price. I have learned this all to well when it comes to our mental and physical health. So, we learn how to make them less costly to us and then how to make ourselves benefit from their overall sense of being less difficult for us. So, what are the lessons you are learning here? I am curious and I also care. If I am too abrupt, I am sorry. I truly am asking so that I can understand fully where you are right now with things in your life. Hugs a plenty.
I need to tell her nicely that i don\'t need her help anymore, but she would be??? i just can\'t say no to people and that is my own fault. i will be going to school in August and won\'t have the time for her then. yeah. as for my weight the water seems to lift me up so i am not so heavy so i can walk easier. i have a treadmill but when i walk my joints all hurt so being in the pool relives those stress points. i wish i could go to therapy forever once a week but my ins. allows 16 visits. 8^( if i can afford it i can buy a maintenance plan it is 55 a month. i weigh a lot and would like to loose half of me.