Pain
I am in so much pain today. I have had 11 surgeries in the past 4 years. I try not to let others know how I am feeling so I thought I would write about it in my journal.
The first 6 were on my knees. They were scoped and I found out that they are full of arthritis and they cleaned them out with a scope.
My left hand has nerve damage in my little two fingers. The first surgery worked for about 3 months and then he had to go in and put the nerve under muscle. This time I came out with the same problem plus I can't pinch because of the new damage. It has been a year and 3 months and slowly I am feeling a burning sensation which should mean that the nerves are kicking in which will hopefully fix that problem.
Then I had my bladder hung up so it wouldn't leak and that worked but we also found out that I also have over active bladder so I had 2 surgeries where you are awake. So I feel like I am falling apart.
My knees are hurting again and I am going to see if shots in them will work for awhile. My back hurts from the surgery and arthritis they found while doing the surgery.
I am sorry to sit and blab on and on but I needed to vent some of what I am going through.
The first 6 were on my knees. They were scoped and I found out that they are full of arthritis and they cleaned them out with a scope.
My left hand has nerve damage in my little two fingers. The first surgery worked for about 3 months and then he had to go in and put the nerve under muscle. This time I came out with the same problem plus I can't pinch because of the new damage. It has been a year and 3 months and slowly I am feeling a burning sensation which should mean that the nerves are kicking in which will hopefully fix that problem.
Then I had my bladder hung up so it wouldn't leak and that worked but we also found out that I also have over active bladder so I had 2 surgeries where you are awake. So I feel like I am falling apart.
My knees are hurting again and I am going to see if shots in them will work for awhile. My back hurts from the surgery and arthritis they found while doing the surgery.
I am sorry to sit and blab on and on but I needed to vent some of what I am going through.
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