wow,,, after i finally went to bed i couldn't fall asleep...everytime i would close my eyes and see nattie again with her blue lips. so i would open them again, try to focus on something else and i saw her again.. so i fought with myself all night trying to stay awake...i don't know how i finally got to sleep but i got up about 4 hours later.. i hope that this doesn't mean that i will start the nightmares all over again...i get to go see an apartment today and i pray that this guy will have compassion towards me and let me have it. they go so fast here now and i have the long term disability issues that most won't deal with. he sounds like a really nice guy thought. funny kind of... he sounds just like a guy that i dated about a year ago. so cross your fingers and your toes for me...i will let you know what i find out...he will be taking a few days to make a decision cause he thourghly checks you out....have a good day to all...............jaime
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