good evening to all of my friends.. i am grateful for all of you for being in my life. thanks also for sharing yours with me.  it is sad that there is so much hurt here, i am just glad that we have each other. so to all i really appreciate you. i forget to thank you and i know that you have problems too.  i feel like i need to be a better friend.  i get self consumed feeling sorry for myself and i need to change that. i have lived so much in my past that i haven't been able to see my future. to learn to live for today and improve on the good things. i have started a personal journal at home which i thought i would never do,  i have to thank one of you for encouraging me to write one.  you know who you are. i think that it is also great to get suggestions from people that have had something work for them.  love all of you and i hope that i can be there for you when you need me...jaime