last night i started having nightmares of nattie again. i went to her grave and told her how much i love her and that i am sorry that i couldn't save her. i tried so hard with the cpr. all oof the dr.s told me that i had done all i could and that i had done it right, but i still get the "looks" after two years and i wonder if it will ever stop. that if she could find a way to help me find peace i needed to find it. i guess we all feel the loss so bad now and then. i have to go to school today and don't know if i will comprehend anything. i so know that i have done all i can, but how do you not relive it when you get those looks.little nattie...i love you with all of my heart. nana
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