1. indiana.... 5lb,5oz 5 weeks early, adoped by my step dad moved when i was three2.connecticut.... blond hair blue eyes, moved when i was five3.california .....cinderella. had to take care of two half sibblings. moved when i was eight4.new york.....joined the church, i was hit to being beaten for some of the dumbets things like:sweeping the floor wrong. looking at someone in the wrong way. i hid most of my time in new york hiding in my closet. moved when i was twelve5. utah...one nightmare after another. married for twenty years he had seven women on the side...6. second marriage lasted me four horrible months being raped.. 7. third marriage lasted until we agreed it would be better if we were just friends.8. i have four children shaun 28, kjera 26, scott 25 and necole will be 23 in october 9. nine grand children mckenzie 7, kady 7, melisa 7, kenny 4, ashlynn 3, nattie would have been 2, nate 1 1/2, dylan 1 1 /2 , nickolas 1. 10. being off my meds for four days has thrown me into the bottttom of the earth. my depression has drained me to where i don't care anymore.i will try to redo them when i have my meds back and i can function
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looks like you have seen most of the country. is there any pleasant memories of these places. i have never seen utah, new york, california, connecticut only on tv. utah has some beautiful mountains doesn\'t it? hope you get back on your meds soon. {{{{{hugs}}}} jan
in connecticut my mother tells me that i loved to collect worms in my new little easter purse. in california she hid our easter baskets and sent us on a treasure hunt. i got a dollhouse that my dad built me. in new york is where my life turned upside down. when my parents joined the mormon church and expected us to be perfect all of the time. i was beaten for some of the dumbest reasons. had no freedom to be a kid. had to show how much better we were than everyone else. then my dad was offered a jpb a \"byu\" and we moved here in 72. i have wanted to leave since we came here. the mountains are beautiful here especially in the fall when the trees turn colors.. you ought to see the lakes on them. they have great places to go have a picnic lunch. i will be on my rehab lady\'s throat in the morning. i have turned into a total bitch in three days. thanks for asking if there were any pleasant memories. i was and will always be a nothing to them no matter what i do,,, huggs to you :0)