it's  been a day. i had the three babies again today. now informed that nates babysitter flaked out and i have the priveledge to babysit him. i need to run away and hide. i told them i needed about 5 days without kids. i want to go to the tetons with my last ex. we are good as friends but as the saying goes you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink..or i would still be married to him.it is 12:45 here right now and i haven't taken my meds yet. they will give me a hangover tomorrow when nates dad drops him off at what i have been told between 6am-8am i like that i need to be up at 6 wondering if he is coming then or anytime durring the next two hours.aren't there pills for people that can't make decisions?? i have a lunch that i am supposed to go to, i accepted the invitation and now i have to teach another one of my children a hard lesson. first they need to ask me instead of telling me..they need to pay me...they need to see if i have any plans.. just because their sitter is a flake doesn't mean that i am only USED if they can't get anyone else.. so what do you think i should do and how to do it?  THANKS FOR YOUR HELP   JAIME