i finally have 2 of the 3 babies down and my daughter said that she will come and watch them if i want to color my hair. can't keep up with diaper changes..i try to change them all at the same time.. i have been working on some math so i will have a foundation when i go to school. i have been talking to my ex and i would like to see him again. 2 of my kids say they have no problem with him, i have reservations but we have been apart for about 3 years now. i found my wedding ring from him and decided to wear it, was my favorite ring and still is. don't know why, maybe i'm just hoping that we can work out the issues and get back together. one of the problems is that he lives 5 hours away now. i need to find out if he still buys stuff and just keeps it in a storage unit. i hope that we can work things out but if not still be friends. i hope it isn't because  am lonely and just want someone i my life.. he is a artist and can paint beautiful landscapes of saint george or the tetons. he is very good. just babbling on today i guess that the babies are wearing off on me. have a good day..jaime