i am hoping that my crisis is over, got the grandkids for the next 4 days. the other grands dropped them off and like usual were cold and bitchy. it's been almost 2 years you think that they could get over it. do they need to have the medical examiners report and all the medical notes for natties death. they can read them all the time and it will still say the same thing.i guess having the kids is distracting me from the depression that i have been in.. i just hope that when they go home it doesn't start over again. kjeras babysitter has become irresponsible so it sounds like i will have nate while she works until she can find another sitter. nate's dad hates my guts....too bad huh...i have one baby down and hope to get ashlynn down soon..she gets really hiper when she comes over. so for now things are better..jaime