today is my appt. with my med dr. and of course i  am headed for a manic so he won't see me crashed...maybe i should go have a fight with my son..     my cast came off today and the scar from the base of the thub to the wrist is looking better than i thought. still swollen quite a bit but i can put lotion on it..yahooooo. the theraist made me a "splint" if you can call it one. don't know how much it will be used. i have exercises that i wil do.     i treated myself to a new set of nails, fingers painted blue and thumbs painted like flags. make me feel better but really didn't have the money to do it.  maybe that will kick in so the dr can see it. my crash side. i was looking at clothes too, last thing i need to do is get in such a manic i get mself into trouble. they worked me in two days ago for today..i wish that they would work you in when you really need it. it's okay, i guess i could show him some of my journal entries...     i hope everyone is doing good, i will start reading journals, so that i can pratice moving my thumb that doesn't feel like it is attached...haha sending all of you joy and love...jaime