HERE I GO AGAIN, GOT NEWS THAT I HAVEN'T WANTED TO HEAR..MY DAD ISN'T DOING GOOD. THIS IS MY REAL DAD. I MET HIM WHEN I WAS 26 AFTER SEARCHING 15 YEARS FOR HIM. WE HAVEN'T LIVED BY EACH OTHER AND I HAVE TRIED TO GET OUT TO SEE HIM WHEN I CAN..NOW I PRAY HARD THAT I CAN SEE HIM AGAIN SO I WON'T ALWAYS SAY TO MYSELF..WHY DIDN'T YOU GO? EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T GROW UP WITH HIM HE AND I WERE SO MUCH ALIKE AND IT SUPRISED ME TO SEE HOW MUCH I WAS LIKE HIM. I CALLED HIM TODAY TO WISH HIM A HAPPY FATHERS DAY AND THAT I LOVED HIM...I KNOW THAT HE LIKES HEARING THAT BECAUSE WE WERE NOT TOGETHER ATALL WHEN I WAS A CHILD. I WAS TOLD AWEFUL THINGS ABOUT HIM, NONE OF THEM TRUE OR ENOUGH TO HAVE HIM KEEP A COURT ORDER FOR NO CONTACT AFTER I WAS ADOPTED BY MY STEPDAD WHEN I WAS 3. I THANK GOD THAT I GOT TO MEET HIM AND GOT TO KNOW HIM AND NOT HAVE THE HATE MY MOTHER WANTED TOWARDS HIM. I LOOK JUST LIKE HIM AND MY MOTHER HATES ME BECAUSE OF THAT. SO IT IS SAD THAT A MOTHER CAN HATE SOMEONE SO BAD THAT IT ALMOST COST THE LOVE OF A FATHER AND DAUGHTER. I AM GOING TO SEE IF MY DR WILL RECAST MY HAND SO THAT I CAN GO. JUST DELAY MOVING FORWARD INTO PHYSICAL THERAPY. I WOULD LIKE TO SEE IT IN A CAST FOR AT LEAST TWO MORE WEEKS ANYWAY. THANKS FOR LISTENING AGAIN,,,JUST NEEDED A SHOULDER TO CRY ON...JAIME