good evening/night everyone..good news from my friends always puts a smile on my face.. glad to hear things of joy and being included in this joy....      i want to share a painting with you. i met a local artist, i spoke to him hours about his work and things going on in my life..he said that he knew something was bothering me but that i needed to ask the question..that caught me off guard.  i was amazed that he could feel there was a heavyness.      i asked him if i was selfish. he asked me why i felt this, as he bowed his head in what i thought was prayer. i answered saying that i wish i could be with nattie, that she was all i could think of anymore..she being so priceless causing no pain in my heart, i could feel her peace and i wanted to be with her.  he then went on to say how much nattie loves me and that she wants me to have peace in my life.      i told him a little bit about my kids/family and how hard i tried to put us back together and had to finally give up...that my kids were like tidal waves in my life. in and out, like big waves crashing with all it's power and the leaving in the calm.  he then told me that he hasn't done a show in the park in 8 years and i told him that i didn't usually go to the "town days" , so it is a miracle that we had even met.     as we talked he put together the print i liked and framed it in a beautiful frame. he then turned it around and i felt the love for the mothers that had the loss of a child and also the great miracle of receiving a child, to me all wrapped up in one picture. he titles it "A GIFT FROM GOD".       he asked me my name so he could leave a message on it an then sign it and i told him that i knew he was feeling and listening to the spirit and that he would know what to write, he then turned and wrote something, signed it, turned it around an it said   "WITH YOU ALWAYS, NATTIE"  then this amazing man must have been touched by the spirit gave me a big hug and handed it to me...i can't ever thank him enough...if you want to see the print the site to go to is..... www.hegsted.com look for A GIFT FROM GODMY LOVE AND ADMIRATION GOES TO DEREK HEGSTED FOR TOUCHING MY LIFE IN A WAY THAT I CAN'T EVEN FIND WORDS TO THANK HIM ENOUGH..SOMEONE TRUELY HEALING A HEART THAT I THOUGHT WAS LOST FOREVER....ALL MY LOVE, JAIME