tonight i got into a ocd mood which can keep me up all night. i started to use things i have like back packs to fill with items i want to move. i don't want it too obvious until i have found a place and i am ready to go. i lost out on the last apt. because my phone crashed. oh well she says that she will have another one the first of june. smaller but cheaper, sounds good to me. there is one right across the street. don't know about that one. the only thing that i think that would make it good is i bet that within 2 mos the landlord will evict my kids for smoking anyway. it's really hard to get an apt. here if you smoke.
i got to babysit 2 grands today and they are the siblings to nattie. i am glad that necole is finally letting me back in her life.
i guess i have babbled on for enough as you can see i am on a manic... :0)

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i bet you had a good time with the grandkids. :) have a great evening! love ya, charlayne
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One prayer answered , Jaime. Now you believe that God is going to find you that apartment and things are just going to get better and better.
I sound like a broken record, but do not let the time pass that you do not have a church family. You need that Jamie. And just go somewhere until you feel like you belong, sometimes that takes time and effort on your part. Said a little prayer for you , just now. Love, Paula
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thanks everyone... :0) jaime
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i just got a call from kjera (the one that beat me up) and she asked me if i would watch nate one day this week..wow, both daughters coming back from the silence that was hurting me sooo bad. I thank God for hearing my prayers, and i now thank him for healing part of my life..Jaime