i am angry and i will be off for the rest of the night. i want to go shut myself in my room for the night, take my regular meds first.
my son is flashing his money around after owing me, i hate living here and will live in my car as soon as it gets warm.
i can't even write how sick i am after being torn apart for the last two days. i want to be invisible.
how can someone know their obligations and look the person in the face and not have any kind of...i don't even have a word to explain what i am trying to say.
i am going to have a yard sale saturday and sell the things i don't want to take with me. the kids will just think i am spring cleaning.
i am also going to box up things that i want to take that won't be obvious and mark the outside to go to the local thrift store. that way when i want to leave i should be ahead of the game.
if i have to stay much longer i will have to get a storage unit and just do the car thing.
my son is flashing his money around after owing me, i hate living here and will live in my car as soon as it gets warm.
i can't even write how sick i am after being torn apart for the last two days. i want to be invisible.
how can someone know their obligations and look the person in the face and not have any kind of...i don't even have a word to explain what i am trying to say.
i am going to have a yard sale saturday and sell the things i don't want to take with me. the kids will just think i am spring cleaning.
i am also going to box up things that i want to take that won't be obvious and mark the outside to go to the local thrift store. that way when i want to leave i should be ahead of the game.
if i have to stay much longer i will have to get a storage unit and just do the car thing.
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OH no Jaime, things sound terrible for you right now. Living out of your car? I don\'t want you to do that! Is there anywhere else you can stay temporarily? I\'ll be praying for you sweetie!!!!
I am so sorry you are going through all this. I have been homeless before and it is a scary thing but there are places you can go to not have to sleep in your car. I know it\'s not ideal but temporarily it would be better than the car. I hope things get better and I do believe moving is definitely a necessary thing. It seems the majority of your stress right now. I will pray for you.
no one wants me my mother has hated me all 48 years of my life my church leader is helping me look for a place as for now i have brought cereal and crackers into my bedroom and put my sewing machine to block the door, so at least i feel comforted as like i lived in the closet i grew up in, just larger.