lately i feel like all i do is complain, i just don't know what to do. saturday night and all day sunday my children that i share a apt. with are mad that i didn't pay rent for may. to the point of a major breakdown
they told me that they would pay me for babysitting on the 11th so that they could use the babysitting money for the rent.
so do i understand right that the babysitting money i get for the month 400.00 didn't pay my share of the month when i only usually pay 200.00 since my other son moved in with me??
i wouldn't ever ask the church here for help, but i might need to to get into another place, but i can't be bullied anymore.
i have been looking for a place to stay but 200.00 is hard to beat, i guess 6 people in the area are moving out at the end of the month.
the other thing that i don't understand is that my kids that want rent, went to shop at walmart right after asking for the help.
i want to stay for the rent but i want to leave to no longer take anymore. i guess i better stop, i just needed to vent..
i also have to keep myslef from going down a road i don't want to be on and it is a fight. i tried overdosing in 2000 and fight daily to not go there, with all i am going through it would be very easy to, so maybe that is my answer itself. moving is what i need to do.
they told me that they would pay me for babysitting on the 11th so that they could use the babysitting money for the rent.
so do i understand right that the babysitting money i get for the month 400.00 didn't pay my share of the month when i only usually pay 200.00 since my other son moved in with me??
i wouldn't ever ask the church here for help, but i might need to to get into another place, but i can't be bullied anymore.
i have been looking for a place to stay but 200.00 is hard to beat, i guess 6 people in the area are moving out at the end of the month.
the other thing that i don't understand is that my kids that want rent, went to shop at walmart right after asking for the help.
i want to stay for the rent but i want to leave to no longer take anymore. i guess i better stop, i just needed to vent..
i also have to keep myslef from going down a road i don't want to be on and it is a fight. i tried overdosing in 2000 and fight daily to not go there, with all i am going through it would be very easy to, so maybe that is my answer itself. moving is what i need to do.
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Moving would be the answer, but can you find s/thing in the same price range? Its a tough call. If you can afford to pay more than it might be better for you. Try not to have the thoughts of what happened in 2000. You\'ve come a long way. Good luck with all.
i have been looking everywhere. today i watched necoles two children (natties mom) so i didn\'t get much done in that area.
sorry you are having so many problems .
thinking of you! stand strong ... you have done so well!!! love you, charlayne