today has been a good day, i saw my counselor and he asked me what i wanted to talk about the most today and so i told him i wanted to talk about firing my vocational rehab lady (pat)
that all she has done is destroy all that i had accomplished and that there was no reason to do what she wanted anymore.
he has to report when we have a session and so she should hear about how much she has done to have a big setback.
she has required me to go check out a different school and i am NOT going there. if i am required to i will intentionally fail.
no one should be forced to go somewhere they aren't gonna succeed. she can pick out one school after another and i will check them out. it will all come to how i feel if i had to go there.
i already know where i would succeed and that isn't an option in her book. so lets re-evaluate..the school i was doing excellant in with proven work or somewhere that is cold and doesn't want to work with someone with a disability.
guess i will go back to my little closet i have hidden in as a child. it is a safe place to be. can't be hurt there. i am back to rocking and sometimes wonder if there is some autisim in me.
sorry to babble on, just frusterated and can believe that someone that is supposed to be there to retrain you so you can work gives you one blow after another.. have a good night,,, i know we all need one..lots of love jaime
that all she has done is destroy all that i had accomplished and that there was no reason to do what she wanted anymore.
he has to report when we have a session and so she should hear about how much she has done to have a big setback.
she has required me to go check out a different school and i am NOT going there. if i am required to i will intentionally fail.
no one should be forced to go somewhere they aren't gonna succeed. she can pick out one school after another and i will check them out. it will all come to how i feel if i had to go there.
i already know where i would succeed and that isn't an option in her book. so lets re-evaluate..the school i was doing excellant in with proven work or somewhere that is cold and doesn't want to work with someone with a disability.
guess i will go back to my little closet i have hidden in as a child. it is a safe place to be. can't be hurt there. i am back to rocking and sometimes wonder if there is some autisim in me.
sorry to babble on, just frusterated and can believe that someone that is supposed to be there to retrain you so you can work gives you one blow after another.. have a good night,,, i know we all need one..lots of love jaime
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Jaime, at least you are trying to do s/thing new and I admire you for that. Thats all we can do is try. If it works out, great, if not then we have to find s/thing else if we can.
My relationship with my mom was very special and that is why I miss her so much. I guess I am blessed with what I had with her but it makes it all the more difficult with her gone. Today is my b/day and am having a tough time with her not with me today. But, just like all other holidays its one more we have to grin and bare. Try not to let yourself go backwards. You\'ve been doing really good. I wish you success and hope for a new project to feel good about. Hugs, R.