i am totally exhausted.. i was worried about the lady upstairs, the one that fell last night.
she came down once and i was afraid of her falling again, i finally talked her into staying home and going to bed. i told her that i would see her this morning which seemed to calm her down.
i sat up listening to her walking around, and finally about 2:00 in the morning i heard quiet so i thought she went to bed. i love her like a mom.
my day has been turned upside down timewise. i can't stay awake and i am afraid of being up all night so i am trying to force myself to stay up.
isn't it wonderful to have someone that wants to be in your life and can fill the void of a mother.
my mother hasn't talked to me in over 9 mos. now. i hope someday before she dies that she will accept me. to look past the hurt she sees in me. she has hated me all my life
because i look like my real dad.
i love God for leading me to this apartment so that i found a friend that can be a mom. it is really great that when a door has been shut in your life he opens a window, even if that person is a stranger....

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god works in mysterious ways. he made it so that you would move into that apt to be near the lady. i wish we had more people like you that looked after the elderly. they are easily taken advantaged of. god bless you.
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i have decided she will be my mom in a way. i never had a mothers love and i feel that with her.. went to check on her today and we had another 2 hour talk..it\'s fun getting to know her better it has also opened my eyes to how much love they need too when they live alone..