hi again, i am grateful for the hugs and thoughts for today as i am spending what would have been natties 2nd birthday alone. i went to her grave and left roses, it was raining so i will have to go back later. one thing that i think is neat is that i left a doll on her grave at christmas. they have started to mow the lawn and they took the time to pick up the doll and mow and then put it back. i don't know why they would take the time, they let me bury her, yes actually handed me a shovel and take the dirt and bury her. it was the only closure that i had. so maybe they know that i am the only one going to see her. i will go pick up the doll in a few days. thanks again for those that have sent their love to me today...jaime