i wish i had the will to want to live but this cruel world has destroyed me and i hate life. i hate that a bishop told me to give my kids away because i couldn't afford them. it has taken years to get them to want to come back and all there is is pain. i hate the family services that wouldn't protect a granddaughter, i hate the judge that left me vunerable to a rapeist, i hate fingting for life itself. what is all this for???? my heart is breaking and i don't want to live through this one. there is nothing fair in my life or for my children. why can't we just be left alone to heal?
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I to have suffered one to many losses. We must beleieve that all things happan for a reason. When I go thru what you are going thru I must look ahead and try and not focus on the negativity in front of me. It will get us everytime. I am not advising or telling you how to feel these things come from my own experiances and from my heart. Somehow in some way we find the strength and continue our often slow and painful journey. Somehow things get alittle brighter. What I call my circle of moments. Life is\'nt fair and certainly not the system. I\'ve sure had my does of reality in moving here. I\'m here for you if you should need to vent or to talk.