today has been pretty good, i actually went to a church.. i am in the look for one stage. i have a dr. appt in the morning for my knees.. last time he blew me off.. i am gonna invite him to come over and watch me sleep (or the lack of). i am preparing to start school tuesday night..kinda scared but i know that i will be ok when i get to meet the teachers. it will be good for me too, hopefully it will draw me out of my shell instead of scaring me back into one.. i hope that everyone has a good week...jaime

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Hi Jaime may I ask what Church you are pursuing? That has been a long and difficult journey for me. Good luck with school. I think you will actually come to like it. That first step is always the hardest. I am cheering you on if you should ever need somebody. Thank you for that wonderful assortment of pictures you shared.
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Im so glad that you went to church! How did you like it? Hope you appt goes well and good luck with school. It will be great!
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church was ok.. still will be looking for one i fit into. as for the dr. i asked him if he would come over and watch me sleep.. he gave me a cortizone shot.. now my other knee wants one.. maybe i better call.. school starts tomorrow night and today i seem to be calm about it...jaime
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i went to the Christ Eavgelictal Church... it has too many people for me.. they are even building a new one to hold more people.. i used to go to a little baptist church.. don\'t know where to go but i know God will help me find a place to go..
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JAMIE_________________________ you went to church-------- I am so Happy for you.. Yes, Jamie He will help you find a church.... Did you look on the internet. You know you can call and talk to the pastor , too. Hey a little Baptist Church is okay, too... You omay need a little church. i am so proud of you and I love your new picture. I cannot get in to my mesages, so if I have not answered I am sorry...... You hang in there. And you go to church again Sunday. You made my day.... Yeah....... Where do you find those awesome pictures of Jesus..... I know you told me about the other one. This one is even more beautiful. How are you ... Love, paula ( I e-mailed you, but I did not hear from you, I did not make you mad about anything did I ).... I sure hope not. They say that talking on the computer is very difficult because you cannot see body language or smiles. And I sure would not want to hurt your feelings... Love, paula
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Jamie, I understand about the shell, that is where I feel safe. I hope your knees get better soon, Jesus is the one that keeps me out of there, because I know who I am in Him... Lots of love to you.. I love your new picture. Please forgive me for not answering your messages, I cannot retrieve them most of the time. I hope you understand. Love, Paula
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hi to everyone. i just started school and i am buried in homework, so i will write as often as i can..