21 Aug

Today started out just like every other day. Wake up just as tired as I was when I went to bed. Got to work to find 2 emails from my boss saying "Come see me on this". Those are never any good. As it turned out I had already completed each task so that was a load off my mind. The numbness in my left arm is still there, so that tells me that I am still stress about something.  It only goes away when I am away from work for a couple of days.  They brought in a Birthday cake for the employees who had a birthday this month, watching everyone laugh and cut up.   I wish they knew the emptiness I feel.  Starting to feel like a robot at work.  Mission, work, deal with issues, new mission/taskings.  A never ending cycle.