21/01

Hello.
I don't know what to say anymore... I think I'm beginning to accept it is really over... for good... I'm still in the denial phase, we broke up and got back together so many times that it's hard to believe that this time is the last... but it must be, because if I don't go search for him... he won't come to me.. he s too proud.
I'm sorry for letting my anger and resentment spoil this last chance.. it all came in form of anger... and I don't want to act like that to you.. I don't wanna be mean... I still love you.. you were my 1st and only boyfriend..