I am wanting to go back to work so bad when my days are good. But when they are bad it is like I do I get their. I keep telling myself not to us my mental health as a crutch, but my counselor said I also have to look at my physical health. So I think I am going to try going back for about 15 hrs a week. My old job who let me go because of my five surgeries this year, now wants me back if they can find the grant money, so we shall see. I have been really angry and depressed and so darn tired. So who the heck knows. Well I guess I should quit complaining and just get with it already.
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Why is it you try to help people because they need it and then they go to other people who are not healthy for them. I have helped my niece so much in her life time and she just poops all over me. I have to learn to let go and move forward. However, that is easier said then done.
My sis poops on me alot to. I quit holding her up so now she can poop on someone else. I want to go back to work too but I have to be realistic. I just have to accept that I really am sick.