Well today I am home for the second time from the hospital. I am depressed that I had to get sick. I have had four surgeries in nine weeks. I pray everyday that God gives me the courage and strength to see the next day. I am stressed out with my hubby being sick. I worry about him alot. He has been under alot of stress, because of me. Sometimes I wonder why we are given the challenges we to face in this life time. I guess we just have to know their will always be ups and downs with our life. Try to take it one day at a time and pray like heck. I am hoping my depression will get better with time as it passes. I think I am done with my journal for today.