Well since surgery my Thyroid crashed so that has made things worse for me, and very sick. I am still struggling with recovery from my two surgeries that were back to back. Now that they have increased my thyroid meds. I have anxiety attacks from hell. I have not had them since 1998. I am also having a really hard time with recovery. My depression is really bad as well. So I am trying to stay as positive as possible. I am blessed to have a son and husband who are very supportive. I do not know how else I would make it right now. Oh yeah I also lost my job because of this stuff. So who knows. Well I am gonna get off of here for now. I am really tired.