Well what started out being one surgery turned into two major surgeries. I am now home recuperating. It will be a long recovery period for me. I am depressed because things are really ruff. The surgery, two partial collapsed lungs and all the body parts that still are not working right after almost two weeks post surgery. The doc is so worried about my nutrition, I have gone from 170 to 114 in a matter of 10 months and now that I have had surgery I puke anything solid. So needless to say life wont be back to normal for awhile and I hate that. I am so weak I have trouble just caring for myself, non alone my family. So I am just trying to stay strong emotionally. Yeah well that went to the toilet two days ago. So i guess I did pretty good for the first 15 days of hell. Well gonna close for now.