Well I finally talked to my boss to ask her what her deal is. She is so paranoid because past employees did some not so good stuff. I told her I am not those employees and really work hard because of my parents and their children. She said I have a strong personality, boy was she ever right. I didnt use to until I went into the service. So we shall see how things go this week and take it from their. I am trying to hang in their. I am also having more anxiety because of my up coming surgery. I guess I am done venting.