Why?

My HS WAS doing really well until the last few days. My right armpit is KILLING me right now. Its draining and there's a smell coming out of there that is really not cute. I have no pain meds left and I don't know if my doctor will give me any. The over the counter shit just doesn't cut it. I'm having trouble sleeping and I don't want to say anything to anyone because I don't want anyone to worry. My birthday is next week and I don't want to be dealing with this while I'm trying to celebrate with my friends. I've upped my turmeric and got the Neutrogena body clear body wash. Hopefully that will help me get back to where I was.
I'm just really fucking tired of this disease...