Hurt

Sometimes I don't know why I even bother trying with anything. I always seem to mess up somehow. Me and my husband are fighting all the time. The only time we don't fight is when we don't speak. He has quit going to church altogether and won't quit pills for nothing :( I don't know what to do anymore. Sometimes giving up seems like the easiest way out right now....We have so many issues with our relationship and it seems like he doesn't want to do anything to help work it out. It seems like all my efforts are for nothing. I think the only reason why I'm still hanging on is his daughter. She needs someone to love her and I do too. She helps me get through a lot of days and makes it bearable, but I still feel depressed a lot :(