confused

It has been so hard to figure out what's going on with me bc my parents are already having their own problems that i shouldn't be in the middle of, but i am anyway. then my mom thinks the world of me and she is so judgmental, but in the weirdest ways, and she thinks im so "level headed" and "emotionally strong."
thing lead me to think how optimistic and blind to problems they must be. do they not understand how strong i had to be to go into the police station and file a restaining order at 14 fucking year old bc i was being stalked and they were "tired" of dealing with the problem? do they not realize how strong i have to be to be in the middle of them fighting all the time and contemplating divorce? do they not realize how unsocial and lonely i am bc they don't let me ride with friends in their cars?
i feel like an out cast and have been over used and it my damn turn to get taken care of! it is my turn to scream yell and fight about my issues! I am SO over listening to my parents issues about each other and dealing pilling up every one else problems and i never get taken care bc they think I'm the strong one that can deal with any thing. I AM A DAMN TEENAGER!! does anyone think an emotional, hormonal, socially impaired teen girl is capable of counselling her own parents with their marriage?!  how dumb can these people be?!?!

I need a counselor and stop being one.