It has been 8 years ago since the abuse happened. I have managed to lock it away for all this time by helping all of my friends and family. Just recently I have started to remember everything that happened. I feel really down and lonely eventhough I'm married and have everyone who cares around me. I don't think they understand and I am trying to let this out. Over the past 2 months they have been the worst and I can't put this behind me. Today has been difficult as I'm taking my first steps to seek help.