I wish i could just leave. Run away. be surrounded by people who actually understand me and want to understand me. Why do i constantly have to change myself to make everyone else happy. Why can i not cry. Why can i not have feelings. When did this become such a bad thing. Why can i want to sit down and have a conversation with someone without it being a bad thing. Im happy with my life. Im just not really happy with the people im surrounded by everyday. They dont get me. They dont want to get me. Some people see things out of one eye. and fail to open the other one. Its so frustrating.
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I\'m sorry you feel those around you don\'t get you. That\'s really hard and frustrating. I think we all feel misunderstood at one point in our life. But each difficult time offers us an opportunity. You have a chance now to meet new people who do understand you and get you. And to those around you who don\'t understand you or get you, well that\'s their problem. Their missing out on being your friend. Be true to yourself and good people will enter your life. :)
im learning that. and im trying like hell to fight for myself. as much as it hurts to hurt someone else or upset someone else.. im fighting like crazy for myself. I just want to be happy. This site is a so helpful. Being able to speak to those who do get me. Thank you so much for your kind words. I truly appreciate it.
Hang in there Suzie. Keep your eyes and mind open, learn as much as you can from the situation you\'re in. Good for you for sticking up for yourself and being true to yourself. You\'re on the right track!
hoping you have a good week