UPDATE

So hello.. I know its been a while since i've been on this...  i don't cut. I DON'T CUT ANYMORE! I WANTED TO LAST NIGHT BUT I WALKED AWAY AND JUST DELT WITH THE SORROW I FELT!! I M SO PROUD OF MY SELF! I'VE COME SO FAR! I've been reconnecting with one of the friends i lost last fall, I'm protecting the other friend from the background. I've decided that sisters don't give up on one another, NO MATTER HOW SELFISH THE OTHER ONE IS BEING. My relationship with my boyfriend is good :) but.... we're kinda stupid... and madly in love. might be pregnant again <-< ugh.  and... he's starting college this fall.. he moves in to the dorms august 20th... and i start my senior year in high school on august 17th. i'm scared we're going to fall apart... but.. im going to try my hardest to stay with him... but i wont let my self hold him back from an amazing life. I am terrified for my senior year... my last year in high school.... god I grew up too fast...  ugh...