I slept outside last night under the stars, sleeping about 15 minutes every hour. It was nice to wake up in my tent and its 9:30 I have already vacumned and did the dishes.Reading all these wonderful posts from daily strength gives me all the strength I need to carry on.At church I just started crying and Ali had to watch yet another breakdown. At Linda's I seemed to put on my best face although she says I look miserable.  Jaqui fighting with me for more food wasvery irritating, and I told the company I just didn't know what to do with her. Jack ended up playing tag with her and once again, jack saves the day when I just can't cope