Its a rainy day today and I feel as dreary as the weather. Jack wanted to get with me last night but he was all inebriated and I wasn't, plus my little girl was waiting for me to put her to bed.I lost out on an opportunity and I know its me feeling frigid and depressed. Now he is going out to work 7 days a week. I guess that gets me angry and depressed too.I feel  burnout.