My husband and I had an very intimate moment together this morning which was totally unexpected. I jumped in his bed because the kids got me up too early and I wanted to escape. He held me and I initiated sexual contact. However, I still am feeling blah and strayed away from intercourse. I feel so inadequate due to sexual abuse and just cannot rekindle my sexuality in this flattened state (on meds for bipolar) All my passion is in my manic side. I feel so lost and out of touch. I don't know what to do.
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Little steps my friend. A relationship is built on those intimate moments... on the touch..on the playfulness... on the love it comes from. It\'s not any act that matters... you will come back in time. Look back on this morning and remember it for what it was, not for what it didn\'t lead to.