iS IT aUGUST 4TH ALREADY. i STILL JUST EAT AND SLEEP AND WATCH TV WITH THE KIDS AROUND THE HOUSEWORK. DON'T HAVE A DESIRE TO GO ANYWHERE OR SEE ANYONE. I NEED TO GET SOME MAKEUP AND MY HAIR DONE BUT I AM SO BROKE. SOMEBODY ON TH E PTA IS GOING TO TRY HELP GET ME A LUNCHTIME MONITOR JOB FOR THE SCHOOL DISTRICT *AGAIN*i HATE BEING TREATED WITH KID GLOVES BECAUSE I AM A PSYCH PATIENT. pEOPLE DISCOURAGE ME AMD i END UP DOUBTING MYSELF. STILL I KNOW I NEED TO WORK AUTONOMOUSLY WHATEVER I DO BECAUSE I AM NOT ONE OF THE GANG....I'M EYEORE