It gets worse as the day goes on. He told me to go on with my life but I have none. I tried to tell him I was in a hypermanic episode and that's why I was running around like a nut meeting people for 6 weeks but he doesn't buy it. I just feel like I am smothering and can't get any fresh air. i really would like to get on with my life too. its only been about him and the kids til now anyway.