I think I am being unaffected but that's just not true. It is easier to go thru this kind of broken relationship when you don't realize what the other person is doing and you don't have a clue.My downfall was the internet and all the friends I made, and just going crazy. My relationship wasn't that great, but it wasn't bad either.He never could support me when I got depressed and couldn't handle things. Instead of having someone who truly cared, heran away from me like a scared little boy.I know that men are not nurturing, but I have been nurtured by men before, and it wasn't rightwhen I was hurting and scared to be ignored.I think I am hurting now and its all my faultbut something must have been lacking in this relationship for me to go off the deep end and cheat.
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