Well, so far so good, scan today showed a little baby right in the right date time frame with a good strong heartbeat. My consultant says this is really postive as Hayden was always small for dates and aparently his heartbeat was slow (although they didn't tell me that at the time) I am going to have a scan every week now until we are out of the first trimester which is great for reasurence, if anything does go wrong (and that could happen still even though the signs are good) we will know sooner rather then later but for today we are alowing our selves to feel happy and positive, the worry and the if can wait till tomorrow, for now at least we have a heathy little baby