sorry it has been so long I have been super busy! I have had so many test ran on me over the last few weeks I have been really under the weather and I'm now seeing a Rhematologist I hope I spelled that right I had to have a scan done to see if I had cancer because I have a high sid rate and then can't seem to figure out why I haven't heard anything back from so I'm hoping that is a good sign I have had to have ten tubes of blood taken so they are trying to see what they can find in my blood what ever it is that is making me so sick I hope that I can just take some meds and get back to my normal self I have been so tired and ran down for the last few months I have an appointment on the 23rd the doctor told me that some of the labs take three weeks to come back I have a few more test that I have to get done next week like a stress test and a MRI of my Brain beacuse I have been having some weakness and on and off numbness since Adri was born so I'm hoping that after everything comes back I will have some answer as to what is going on it has really been hard on me my husband has been wonderful I just wsh that I wasn't so tired all the time Adrianna is wonderful growing like a weed she has a mouth full of teeth she is talking up a storm now my baby will be 18 months next week WOW she is growing so fast that is the part about beening sick that I hate I find myself thinking OMG!!! what if I'm not around the see my little girl grow up that really freaks me out!  she is so cute I just love her so much so is mnore then I could have ever asked for Speaking of more I have lost 35lbs and you can really see it all of my friends and family say that I look great so I hope that I can keep it off I went in for my pap smear and my OB talked to me about having a second baby I would like to lose just a little more weight and find out what is going on with all of this numbness but I still wanted to know what would happen as far as another c-section and things like that she told me that I have a small build I'm olny five feet tall and Adrianna was 8lbs 11oz and that if the next baby was that big I would have another c-section but that they would induce me at 39 weeks to try to keep the baby from getting so big but she made a point to let me know that my sugar levels were great with Adrianna so that wasn't a factor and that I was only four days over due so I might just have big babies but she would let me labor if that is what I wanted as long as it was safe for me and the baby but keep in mind no matter what I might still have a big baby and end up with a c-section again and I'm okay with that I really am but that is at least another six months away god willing   So that is what has been going on with me I have been so busy but I still think about my DS family I will keep you guys posted as soon as I find out my test results!!!