I was watching Adrianna walk around the house with a cheese puff in her hand and it really hit me, I have a toddler it took my a year to wrap my mind around the fact that I have a baby and just when I can finally look at her without tears in my eyes she up and turns 1 on me LOL!!! now I look at her with tears in my eyes thinking about her baby years.  Adri is so grown up now she is into everything she walks so good now she walks around the house likes she owns the place LOL nothing is off limits to her (that's what she thinks) I just can not believe that my little baby is a toddler now  Miss Adrianna has two more teeth coming down poor little tinker had a fever earlier in the week it scared my and I called the nurse but she is just fine now all I have have to do now is wait for them to come down I can see them peeking at me just a tiny bit her bottom two teeth took about a week to push up will the left one did and the right one was a little longer I have notice that Adrianna is some what spoiled I really don't know how or when but she really is I took her to walmart just me and her Which I will never do again she acted awful she is a big girl now so I put her in the cart and leave her carseat in the car and she cried everytime I walked away to get something then she cried for me to pick her up while I was pushing the cart I did not get anything done and while we were in line she cried and cried I looked at her and I started to think OMG i'm one of those parents that I always said I would never be with a spoiled rotten screaming baby and this is the second time she has done that to me so from now on I'm going to leave her at home or make my husband go shopping with me he's just going to love that !!! LOL  Adrianna has her 12month well baby check up on Monday she needs four shots and she needs her lead levels checked I have to set her up an appointment to see the denist and an appointment for an eye exam our insurance sent out a letter telling us everything that she should have done at 12months and I'm happy I thought children visit the denist at around two and the eye doctor at 5  I have been feeling a lot better I really do have a lot to be grateful for so I'm trying to move on and I know that if it is meant I will have another baby when the time is right but I have been thinking about taking an STNA course it's four weeks long and it will give me something to do that's different I feel bored not with my life but just with other things I can't explain I'm jst looking for something different I think I'm having a mid life crisis and I'm only 28 LOL  Adri went to bed at 9pm last night she never does that but my husband went out with guys last night and I guess she said I'm going to give my mommie a break so my step daughter and Iwatched the hallmark channel until we feel asleep so because she went to sleep so early she woke up a 5am and my husband didn't get in until 6am so I'm tired Adri just fell back to sleep and my step daughter wants to get online so I'm off to bed and she can have her nick.com LOL!!!